that loneliness...

it's definitely my fault... dunno, maybe there's somtin' wrong with me. I don't have a friend that support me. my family seems doesn't like what I'm doing or what my dreams are... they don't understand, I never explain it either. life is just suck... I want to have a group of friends. a people who can share with... have same interest... but in this world... no one seems can be my friend... I'm all alone. I only talk with God in my heart... even I know, God not response me directly... but I need someone who can interact with me... I need a place where I belong. a place that receive me for being who I am...